Who Am I, Personally?

(Walking on my own path)

“It’s just my life. I always invent my own way of living. I follow no one, and I never expect anyone to follow me. I, a free-spirit liver.”

“I can’t do anything halfway, for I believe that people should live life to the fullest and get what they deserve, no more, no less.”

“I don’t believe in an afterlife, so I don’t have to spend my whole life fearing hell, or fearing heaven even more. For whatever the tortures of hell, I think the boredom of heaven would be even worse.”

(I sketch my own life)

Basically, I consider myself as an introvert, laconic, word-saving person. In the club, you may find me sitting by myself escorted with an empty seat overshadowed. Well, but I’m pleased to chat or share a conversion with anybody anyway. The reason why I tend not to speak may be because I believe that actions speak louder than words. So, I let my actions speak for myself.

(Intrinsically different me)

I am an INFP person (introverted, intuitive, feeling, and perceiving). Most of the time, I don’t speak but think and contemplate. I pretty much isolate myself from the world. In fact, I have developed my own world ever since I was very young, taking into account I am the only child in my family. However, my world is very intricate, and my imagination is very wild.

I am not traditional. I am not conventional. When I was in college, I was not a big fan of classrooms. When I was working, I was not able to continue doing jobs I didn’t like. Now, I am in a graduate school; however, I cannot write up a research paper when I feel I am not really into it and I cannot complete assignment when I feel I am not really in the mood.

People have different goals in their lives. Often time, I have seen many Ph.D. students study all day all night just to finish Ph.D. program. Frankly, I just cannot do so. For me, health always comes first, experiencing the beauty of life comes second, and studying comes last. Some people criticize my lifestyle; I just don’t care.

I have no apologies and I have no regrets for everything that I have done in the past. I never recall my mistakes in the past to just undermine my future. And, when I come to discuss something, I would like to discuss in idea level: small-minded person discusses people, the medium-minded person discusses issues, and the big-minded person discusses ideas. And I don’t judge people based on their appearances, but on their ideas basis.

(The person that I love the most in the world: Mom)