I've worked for Penn State for a number of years. My first job was as a staff assistant, and I worked my way up from there. It wasn't what I wanted to be when I grew up, but it was a good job with benefits--and when you have a family, benefits are a Good Thing. (Ask Martha.) One of the biggest "perks" is the educational benefit which allows employees a 75% tuition break on Penn State courses. This is not a benefit of which I took immediate advantage. We had a young family and priorities revolved around raising them. As kids grew and started to transition into middle school,
however, coordinating people and schedules started to get a little easier and I
was able to take the occasional moment to stop and catch my breath, and
take stock.
It was during one of those taking stock moments I realized I wasn't very happy with where I
was and what I was doing.
It's going on 10pm, and I've just gotten home after an early morning departure, a full day of work, meetings and a great lunch gathering, after work errands, plus trying to create a couple of presentations. Home feels good. And then I realize--I have no blog post for the day. I actually have one for tomorrow, believe it or not. But today? Nope.
Nada.
Nothing. (sigh)
Nuts.
My daughter, The Coed, is in North Dakota this summer, working as a camp counselor at a God camp. It's an awesome opportunity for her, but it's the first time she's been verrrrrrry far away for so long (she left for camp in early May). There is no stopping by to pick up a few things, no showing up at my desk for a surprise hello when she's on campus, no coming home for Sunday, Bloody Sunday (our standing end-of-weekend family dinner of steaks on the grill). Instead, we get an occasional text message or facebook update which is about all she can manage due to the time zones and schedules. On Sunday, however, I managed to grab the early morning phone call and had a wonderful conversation with her before she went off to KP duty. And you know what I got an earful of? Happiness and laughter.
Saturday was a beautiful day. Gorgeous sunshine and blue skies, no pressing schedule demanding my attention, just time spent with friends doing friend things. You know, the stuff that doesn't rock the world, but sometimes just rocks your world. I had made time to hang with my friends Audrey and Hannah, who have been patiently encouraging me to finish the first difficult knitting project I've taken on. We were downtown in Central Parklet for Knit in Public Day, under a pavilion at the picnic table, enjoying the greenery all around us and the cool breeze playing in the trees. For some reason it took me back to the art camps I worked every summer, helping smaller kids make their plastic lanyards and popsicle stick picture frames. In reflection, it wasn't much of a reach for my brain--doing crafts outdoors in the sunshine. I mean, duh. Talk about no brainer. But I had also been kicking around some sticker ideas for the Learning Design Summer Camp, and it struck me this was what I had loved about the idea of camp. We were doing things, but we were having fun. Fun discussing ideas and showing off our current works in progress. Then I found myself showing Hannah my sketches for my sticker submissions and we started talking about what we loved about camp when we were younger.