debt-consolidation

The
semester has just started and I am really excited that this is the last
one.  I
will  be graduating this May and after that I am not really
sure what I am going to do.  I have a job already but I mean,
it's just such a big jump in to the real world that I can't quite
cope.  Every day I get up to go to class and I have to just
try and take in all of the surroundings that I have spent three years
letting go and walking by.  I realize more and more that there
are places on campus that have a lot of significance to me from all of
the memories made there.   At the same time I keep finding
places I have never been and I go out of my way to try and form a
memory in them.  Though I am interested in my classes and they
are all culmination material that all builds on what I have already
learned, it's just hard to concentrate when I know I will be leaving
here so soon. Though I am wrapped up in my childish sort of nostalgia,
I also have to just keep on keeping on.  Some topics like my debt consolidation
seem to keep emerging within conversations and offhand remarks remind
me of the issues.  I have looked in to my future career and
all of my plans as best I can, and I have found that I will have to
find some kind of bill
consolidation.  I want to do anything I can to keep
from having ask my parents for debt
help.  I just want to make sure I am set and don't
have to make that sad walk back home and beg for my financial salvation. 
For now I have just try and enjoy my time in this infantile state that
is college.  Only three more months and then it's off to
reality for me and in september I will be in school again with only a
slight role reversal.  My digital camera gets filled up every
day and my mind is a sponge to fill up with the last great metaphors I
will pass on to the next generations.