I've drawn Fraser Street a few times before. The affect the view has intrigues me. Now, with the sweep of the new street layout and the fancy lights and sidewalk, it's more remarkable.
I was determined over the past holiday break to do a large pastel based on a few sketches. I went out in the cold and rain looking for a motif, finding things I liked and wanted to be sure to include: Lines and shapes that formed an evocative composition. Working from sketches and memory, I was looking to develop something that caught the feeling more than the exact layout. I did the same thing recently with an interior view and thought the technique could be expanded.
Working from these sketches, I created vector shapes that I could adjust and rearrange repeatedly without degradation. It helped a great deal, and I did a final drawing on a large sheet of dark gray Mi-Teintes based on that output. With time remaining in the break, I started to add color and texture, looking for the motion created by the strokes.
It just felt tedious though, not at all satisfying. The craft of pastel has always attracted me. I keep them arranged by value to eliminate some of my groping, but still. I was coloring. It was just a chore. The drawing, I realized, was already finished- in vectors and fills on my computer. I can see the finished pastel right there on he inside of my forehead. To execute it now (execute possibly being a freudian choice…) would be just a process to give it "thingness". If I want to mat it and frame it and stick it on a wall or more likely in a stack in the bedroom closet I can execute it. But really, I have no motivation.
It's somewhat embarrassing; scary certainly. I'm trying to figure out what it is in the entire process that's fulfilling. Seeing it on my screen, after having generated it, feels like enough. The understanding that I have after the analytical seeing is definitely satisfying. I've tossed more in the trash the past few months, but here I am putting it on my blog. Well, I did think it would make a good post, and my intent is to again move away from facebook, twitter, and yammer. So here ya' go: